𝐻𝑖𝑠 𝐿𝑖𝑝𝑠. He speaks. I listen. In a hypnotic state. Mesmerized by 𝐻𝑖𝑠 𝐿𝑖𝑝𝑠. Watching carefully as the words flow in slow-mo from 𝐻𝑖𝑠 𝐿𝑖𝑝𝑠 to the tender part of my body. Aroused. I can feel 𝐻𝑖𝑠 𝐿𝑖𝑝𝑠. Though they have not touched me. I can feel the cool breeze from 𝐻𝑖𝑠 𝐿𝑖𝑝𝑠. My moisture increase with each word he speaks. Panting. Wanting. Desiring 𝐻𝑖𝑠 𝐿𝑖𝑝𝑠. For 𝐻𝑖𝑠 𝐿𝑖𝑝𝑠, 𝐻𝑖𝑠 𝐿𝑖𝑝𝑠 are 𝑆𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑟𝑒…
Though you may have someone but you feel alone, when I first met you our connection set the tone, though outside looking in from internal beauty within, I long for the day I can touch your beautiful skin, you’re miles away that makes me want you more, day dreaming of hearing you knock on my door, you’re deprived of satisfaction and you long for attention, while I plan to give you an extension of another dimension, you’re rated PG and I’m rated X, but deep down inside you know this is more than just sex, despite kissing you like never before and turning up the heat, we already know I’d make you reach your untapped sexual peak, whether making you laugh or boring you with my tech, I’ll charm you with happiness and fulfill your intellect, I’m thorough with your needs but you havent seen my best yet, I hope not to give you less call me Keith cause I’m the man that can make you sweat. I apologize that I’m late but I try my best to come through, to recognize an amazing woman & that woman is U! ~T.Smitty♡︎
Thinkin’ About It
Thinkin’ About what it looks like.
Thinkin’ About what it feels like.
Thinkin’ About what it taste like.
Thinkin’ About It.
Why start over when you should’ve gotten it right the first time? Starting over for me, would be repeating the unnecessary you weren’t trying to see. First impressions are a must! It simply let’s you know who you can trust.
Dude! You’ve already shown me WHO you are! Site seeing with my binoculars by far. Your red flags 🚩 beat you through the door. Lettin’ me know you ain’t somebody I need to explore. Reminding me I’ve been through this before.
Yup! With grown ass men who have yet to mature. That’s what’s wrong with y’all ni****s. Thinkin’ we pretty ladies are afraid to pull the trigger. Ha! See thats where you are wrong. I’d do whatever to protect myself cause I AM STRONG 💪🏾. Although I do respect your offer of a repletion.
But honey, I value myself enough to know you aren’t worth the need to MY completion! *Z-snaps! *Drops the mic 🎤
You can’t understand what I deal with on a daily basis if you wanted to.
I know you really want to understand, or try to understand, but you can’t possibly understand even if you wanted to.
I can’t walk into an interview without unwanted shock of stares because of my Becky name if I wanted to.
I can’t walk in a store to buy a bag of skittles without being followed if I wanted to.
No, not even if I wanted to.
I can’t even wear braids without being questioned how long it took or with the concerns of it being considered professional or not if I wanted to.
I can’t even jog in my own neighborhood with a hoodie on without being considered a threat if I wanted to. No! Not if I wanted to.
I can’t buy food with an unknowingly counterfeit $20 dollar bill unharmed if I wanted to. No! I can’t. Not if I wanted to!
You can’t possibly know what it’s like to be pulled over by a cop if you wanted to.
You can not and will not ever ever understand the fear and the pain I feel in the pit of my stomach when asked to step out of my vehicle if you wanted to.
You can’t possibly understand what it truly feels like to loose a child to a mad, out of control cop if you wanted to.
You can’t understand what is feels like being the only other BLACK teacher in a school targeted before the first day. No, not even if you wanted to! No!
You couldn’t dare put yourself in my shoes if you wanted to.
No! No you can’t.
I know you really want to understand…but you simply cannot possibly understand…
No, No, Nooo you can’t! Not even if you wanted to! I just want to breathe again, breathe again…but I can’t..even if I wanted too!!!
ꨄ𝓑𝓮 𝓜𝔂 starry light on a gloomy night. 𝓐 full moon that can light up a room. 𝓕𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓜𝓮 with 𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻 loving grace. 𝓗𝓸𝓵𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓜𝓮 tightly with 𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻 warm embrace. 𝓣𝓪𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓜𝓮 to an unknowingly place. 𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓽 simply cannot be replaced. 𝓡𝓲𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 on 𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻 throne is where 𝓘 belong. 𝓣𝓸 the rhythms of 𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻 most jazziest song. 𝓕𝓸𝓻 it won’t be long. 𝓣𝓲𝓵’ 𝓦𝓮 have to carry on. 𝓕𝓸𝓻 if something went wrong. 𝓦𝓮 both know how to be strong. 𝓦𝓮’ve been at this place before. 𝓘𝓽’𝓼 not something that 𝓘 adore. 𝓑𝓾𝓽 knowing 𝓨𝓸𝓾 and 𝓘 will be united once more. 𝓖𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓼 us something to live for. 𝓝𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 again will 𝓘 walk out that door. 𝓕𝓸𝓻 𝓨𝓸𝓾 and 𝓘 have so much more to live, to learn and to explore…𝓗𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓯𝓽𝓮𝓻, together and forever more.ꨄ
No babyyy noooo…You simply cannot. TALK•TO•ME! TALK•WITH•ME! Let me meditate on the lyrics of your voice. Your melodies drives me insanely Crazzzy!! Wishing I was there…snuggled in the capacity of your arms. Wrapped around my anatomy protecting your queen..from all the schemes that didn’t mean a thing..You, yes You are my King..the one I visualized in my dreams…the one I would do anything..for…You, yes you are the one I sincerely adore..My darling.. TALK•TO•ME, tell me you want more, more of me to explore…Let’s build this Kingdom together..like never before. Loyalty, Legacy of LOVEEE here after and forever more…..Babbbyy TALK•TO•ME!
Pain in my heart. Pain clusters my mind. When I daydream of being held by love every time.
My body needs to be touched, caressed and cared for. By someone who adores me myself and I down to my core.
I’ve been hurt, abused, cheated on and lied to. I have hurt, abused and lied to those l couldn’t see through.
There’s nothing I wouldn’t do to take it all back if only I could. And replace it by loving those who really loved me as I should.
Maybe I’m being punished for all the wrongs I’ve done. Maybe I’m being scolded for the challenges I lied and cheated on.
I’m terribly sorry. I apologized more than once. I’ve repented for my sins and asked for forgiveness still, I feel like a dunce.
Can’t remember when I’ve felt the happiest, oh yes I do…that resulted in a misleading, abandoned heart; yeah, I was at my lowest, I literally died inside and fell completely apart.
It was the worst of them all. I gave my heart for promises I wanted to believe would never fall.
I’ve learned a lot about myself since then. Thought about the when, what and why I desire them badly within.
Affection, Attention, conversing with a connected sexual energy source is what I need. Touches of confidence, studying my mood and moves..noticing unique things about me to help me succeed.
I’m really easy to love if only you see me. I’m really easy to love but you gotta need me. I’m really easy to love if allowed to see you. I’m really easy to love if only you’ll permit me through.